How did I ever find you?

The more you do for me, the more I wonder. How did I ever find you? How did I even think of just taking the easy way out? Really...I'm an idiot sometimes. That day, when I was crying. I could feel nothing, except the pressure of your arm and the gentle patting of my head. I love you more with each breath, each passing second I don't see you.
These few days are eventful, I slept a full 7 hours today, finally. My sleep debt is paid off. Say hi to a newly refreshed me. My mum is back, no swine flu = Mid years exams on monday(Yay) The only thing is, I don't want to do camera today. I really really dont want.
I haven't been blogging for 3 days. Lets start of with wednesday.
-Wed-
Turns out that I can't sign a line due to mum owing m1 outstanding bills. Went to a random rooftop and cried my heart out. But, thanks dear. He signed a line for me, got me VIEWTY! VIEWTY VIEWTY VIEWTY! Awesome lar. To anyone who wants my new number, ask Wan feng or you can ask me on msn. ^^

-Thurs-
He came down to school. 53-ed down to serangoon. Slacked at macs, ate. Then random rooftoop again. After that, bought mcflurry. Sent him to bus stop, walked home.

-Fri-
Met him around 11 at AMK. Peppermint milk tea ftw! Went with him to update something. Then went arcade. He played time crisis 4. Then I played puzzle fighter and Kof. Then went to empty stairwell. After that, chiong go plaza meet Amos, Jeremy, Issac and Joseph. After arcade for awhile, wanted to go LAN but all full. So me and amos and dear went to amk. I hate my L4D skills now, cos I realized im getting irritated by boomer's vomit, friendly fire and all the things dear used to scold us for. Shit. Amos had to leave halfway during death toll advance. So me and dear chiong. In the end, all survivors survived. Then we tried dead air normal. All survived too!
Went to eat dinner and went home. Talked to dear. Slept.
The best thing was, dreaming someone called me. Cos my ringtone used to be cai hong. Then I woke up, jeremy smsed me. Revenge lor, 5 am sia. Haha. Went back to sleep. Woke up at 7 to poke my mum.

I hope today will be a better day. Together, with each passing day, we take a step towards our future, together.