On monday, I decided to give wed and thurs a miss cos there will be no teachers in class. And I did.
On wednesday, I recieved a message early in the morn which erased all the whatever thoughts I had of going to school, from amos. He told me some shit crap which I normally would think it over rationally, but no. I blew.
I wasn't angry, I was freaking crying. Jealousy was the winner there. Called an extremely shocked amos. Which feng called back later. Long story but it so happens he and amos were meeting up to eat macs.
Wanting to see him/did not want to spend a lonely day at home, I asked if he could come over. Buying hotcakes over at the same time. Mm..goodness. So he did. Which luckily, did not notice my eyes.
We chatted for awhile, he did something with my speakers. And crashed over on my bed.
He saw my cuts, got sian-ed out of his life. And I felt guilty. Maybe he did care after all.
Let him sleep, I went over to the guest room to sleep on the forever itching sofa. Amos smsed me and lo and behold, jere too which happens he did not go to school.
So it was arranged for jere to come over as well.
He did around 2, wan feng woke up as well. Then began pata ponning, and some shit crap around the house.
Went off at 6 to amk to eat dinner. Reached home around 9.
Thurs. Decided to pon as well.
Talked to amos who didnt feel so good and he ponned sch as well.
Restaurant citied for awhile. Cooked breakfast.
Called wan feng, and joined calls with amos. BIG mistake.
Amos decided to pata pata pata pon feng's beat off. And slam, the phone line went dead.
I was frightened, I don't know what for. And blew. Again.
Which led to a whole string of events. And it ended with feng calling me and screaming his head off. Which surprised me so much, I shut up instantly.
We talked till around 4-5, when I wanted to read angels and demons. So I put down the call.
Went out with mum and eat. Was back around 7.
Then he called around 8. We chatted. Quite happily. Then he had to bathe.
And he called back, and I have to sleep soon. Im giddy. =X
Going back to school tomorrow. And of to the science centre.
Meeting up with him on saturday. ^^
