Reading his blogs, I'm reminded of his threat. Break me huh? Like how many god damn times he already did. (Sorry jere, I know they are your friends. But its a different case for me. Do me a favour, dont lecture me)
I can have a hell lot of things to say. But my mood is swinging too badly. I will just turn this into a rant. A childish one at that.
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And, I officially give up on the problem I have at hand.
I hear from both sides, they are both right. But they refuse to forgive. Refuse to believe, maybe you think its easy for me to say this kind of words. But I went through more then you think I had. More, definately more. And if my advice ALL falls on deaf ears, and if I have to argue my way through the prob, im sorry. Im not gonna waste my time.
I have to get this off my mind.
Blaming yourself is not going to get you anywhere. Refusing to see each others points wont either. And why would you all gang up and bully the victim? Does that make you all very big? Does that make you feel any better? Come on lah, he want to rant, he want to say, your prob is it? And then run away from the problem, then send someone to 'argue' with me. I still dont see why I have to talk to her. To see your point? No, I never saw it from the start.
WHY CAN'T YOU JUST BELIEVE HE LOVES YOU? Why must you think so much? And read so much into the hell of a small problem. When there's actually nothing there at all.
Okayy, maybe im the one to talk. But I don't run, at least I try to talk to him(and NO. This is not bhb)
I know my mood is swinging damn badly still. Im trying not to blow.
Don't.make.me. You will regret it, i swear,
