I didn't know what happened in school today, from 7.00 am to 3.10 pm. All I ever focused on, was on my friends and beloved. Ice-kun, Van-san, Amos and Alwyn. Okay, I admit. I was dumb in remembering the past that lost me 45 mins of precious sleep time when I have so many friends close to me. But if I didn't stay up, I wouldn't have gotten van-san's email and phone number. Hmm..food for thought. The only lesson I was ever really interested in was maths.
Maths lesson...
...My card is almost outta money but anyway. Mrs wong was there early, recieved a disturbing message..make that 2 of that messages and requested to go to the toilet. Permission granted, sprinted there. Called dear but when he called back, someone came into the toilet.
Koori, here's your answer. You would have realised by now, your words are by far, the most important to me. When you told me about the clients thing, I felt disappointed. I was ready to shut everything off and wallow in self-pity. I believed you for a second. But, something you told me kept me listening. You told me to trust my judgment, the guy I like would NEVER do this to me. Got your answer?
Went back to class. She was talking about probability and I started thinking again. What is the probability of us meeting? With one staying at newton area, another in AMK, another living somewhere Im not sure off, another at the other end of singapore...it is almost 0%. And so many choices I made led to this. Just change one direction of my life and I would not have met you guys. Scary. And then, we started on hands on stuff. Did not really think, had fun with the dices.
After math, she scolded us. And I knew the sleeping in class thing was directed to our group. Sorry mrs wong, I was really really tired. I rarely sleep in math class. Gimme some credit?
Waaaay back in the morn, someone asked me if I had 3 boyfriends. I gave her the reply, YES. Whatever, isn't that the answer she wanted to hear? To say it in the kindergarden way, yes. I have 3 boy-friends. Get it? Lame, yeah. I know. But what did they want in the first place? What they wanted was what I gave them. Think about it.
Sms-ed van-san. I enjoy her company, her messages. She can really get me thinking, which was what kept me occupied the entire day. Till 3.10. And then took a slow walk home. When I opened the door, I usually hear the quiet echo of my footsteps. But now, I actually heard his voice when I opened the door. A simple whisper, a simple phrase, "I love you." It might be my imagination, but in a way. It is not cos he actually does. But whether he was thinking of it at that time or not, I would not know.
