I feel horrible..

After only 3 hours of sleep...

And I couldnt stop thinking about you,
Im really sorry..

____

Things are fine, now.
Audition-ing, tired like dog,

and yes, V-13, YOU SUCK.
you puny horrible and smelly spammer!
TT
But darn, if players use her well,
thats a totally different story

Last day of school today,
Wonder if Im ever seeing my class again.
=X

Audition sea!

Finally found someone to play audi wih me. :d
Beat rush ftw

I know, im an idiot

I hate myself...

...

Cant seem to do anything right.

Seriously

No matter what...

No matter where I go, whether I fail or pass, I'll be happy as long as I can continue learning the guitar, K-ON! motivated me a lot...

Thanks dar, for helping me hear whether I'm right or not. :D

Im sleeepy

yawn yawn yawn

Why does it matter whether she is his girlfriend or not?

Maybe you are more then just a good looking guy after all...

Hmm..but I never regretted letting you go.

Can anybody save me?

Im tired.

God damn tired.

Must things turn out this way?

5 cm per second

I'll probably get killed.



An unexplained ache rose up when i watched this again.
The first time? I sobbed like hell.
...
Wonder if someday, will we end up like this?

Im fully prepared. I know I will not pass.

Should I be comforted? Since this is the path that has appeared. I studied and I still can screw up.

Should I be anguished? Since I have let everyone down and failed to create my own path.

My views of a christian and my views of a free thinker, what am I?

I'm so fucking confused.

Sheesh.

I can almost think what people's response will be,

And of course, my boyfriend's one stands out the most. "I can't be bothered."

Ah wells. Whatever. People will say he doesn't care about me.

But I think his answer is the most comforting of all. Since he doesn't actually bother what do I believe in. Neither do I, for that matter.

And damn you maple , quickly patch.

Its hard to believe now, that I'm actually turning against my church.

I hate it, that my own mum can tell me my figurines are satanic.

...

I shall continue walking, maybe things are not as bad as I imagine.

More reading, I suppose. It helps

Thinking...

I had no idea why im still thinking so much,

It has been a long time.

When the time comes, which path will I take?

An angel's dream

"Angels only have one dream. "

"And what is that?"

"An angel's only dream is to be human."

-Angeal

Crisis core ftwww. :D

Saber lily

Saving up for dar's christmas present now.

Dar so cute, today gave me 2 bucks, keep poking my cheek. XD

After this post, I got to go studyyyy for maths. Omg, my table's a mountain of books.

thanks dar for putting up with my maths nonsense.

Hehe, jere, joseph and nic came over. Kept getting distracted but managed to finish what I wanted to do.

Went for dinner, chicken rice and chicken curry don, lotsa chicken...=.=

Then dar, jere and joseph acompanied me to bus stop.

Hehe, must jy for maths tmr.

I love you koori! thanks for today. :D

Of all things I could check, I went yahoo answers. Stupid me. Hehe

Had a great day, :D

Burger king's mushroom swiss tendergrill is awesome. So is oyaku chicken don. XD

And I bought tsuraya figurine for him, out of the gachapon. Really hope he liked it!

and I want stitch coupleeee~

But must save money for AFA.

Dear on his way to malaysia now, must study today.

N levels start tomorrow ler. Its the final lap now.

Ganbatte yuki~

Giddiness

Went subway study yesterday after school with gaye and steph.

Laughed like mad. Studied.

Went dinner with mum, fainted in the toilet while bathing.

Talked to dear for awhile.

Went to sleep.

Maybe its due to N levels being so near and then thinking of the road that I took, I never regretted anything. Except maybe one thing, WHY DIDN'T I START STUDYING SOONER?

But its okayy, I knew I put in my best effort the last month.

And maybe its cause I knew that he had been the one encouraging me all the way and of everything that happened, I treasure him more now. I'm sorry dear, I'm sorry I took you for granted.

N levels are on monday. I got to go study now.

Lakeside buffet,

And just a random thought, I think he's right about saying how no one can understand the weird way I talk.

yuki: Tomorrow want to go amk park there light candle?

koori: For?

yuki: Mooncake festival.

koori: huh? Tsk, its mid-atumn festival is it?

yuki: Ya ya, mooncake festival.

koori: what mooncake festival. its mid atumn festival lah! Oh my god.

yuki: whatever lah. hehe

I think hes damn shit right.