There is no need to say I love you because its written all over my face

I already dread the coming weekend, cos I know I'll be alone. I want to hold on to him, "Please stay." But he can't. And im not selfish.

Maybe I'm simply weak, but I'll miss you like crazy. Maybe it'll help us in a way, but it'll hurt. I know it will.
You act so calm, comfort me and all. Are you really that unaffected? Or is it all on the inside?

Damn, I have poa paper tomorrow. And *applause*, its 2.52 am and Im here blogging.
I don't really give a shit anymore. I can fail geog and poa for all I care.
Strange, dad became a christian. But I'm not even closed to thrilled.

I never thought you'll grow to be a part of my life. I never thought this would ever happen to me. But since this is the route I have chosen, I have to learn to deal with every obstacle. I'll be strong, I'll endure, only because I love you.