I never know what I have until its gone

How many times did I wish she'll leave for Denver earlier? The day had came but why do I feel so empty? I can't stand the thought of living with grandma for 10 days. Now I know, I sort of had no curfew even if I complained I had. Cos they expect me back before 8.30. Crap.
But not to mention, I can talk on the phone longer there...But I miss her. Mum, come back soon.