Changed

I don't know when I started to change into this stranger that is staring back at the mirror, back at me. Is it really me?

I am starting to really hate myself. I am losing control more and more each time. I am losing control of what matters to me most; my emotions.

Enough of emo talk. I got sick of ranting on and on and...Nothing gets done.

Had a super day yesterday. Thanks to Amos and ice-kun that made it possible. ^^
Woke up with a damn raspy voice. I don't know why I was trying to kill my voice the day before. But, my voice was nearly near dead. Was singing and trying to get my voice back on track at the expense of poor mummy's sleep. Cos the shower was in mummy's room. >.< But I finally got it back, So I kinda can confidently say its worth it. I love my voice. ^^

Took 24 down to amk. Reached there earlier then I estimated. Aiya, my estimation sucks. Met amos at breadtalk. My stomach was damn damn bloated can. And I never eat anything in the morn. Walked in circles trying to find ice-kun. And yeah, made it to K box in good time somemore. ice-kun snapped some pics of me 'slapping' Amos. And then tried to take a pic of the light when I snapped him with my hp. XD

K box opened. Went in. Random snapping of me singing(Damn unglam can?) Then amos snapped one of ice sitting in the most unglam way he can be sitting. The best song i like singing there is scream and 屋顶, 天天夜夜. Damn nice. ice-kun can really sing. Amos had to go, so me and ice-kun slacked in there. Lunch not nice, :(
Appetite was screwed again. After that, walked to ice-kun's house. Watched him play l4D, then I played too. Tied his hair up, did many many random things. :P At around 7.30, went for dinner. He watch me eat. But cant eat anything down.
ice-kun was so quiet. :( But thanks for the bubble-tea. And helping me carry my bag.
Went home, mum not home yet. So bathed, msn for awhile then went to sleep.

Today so sian, nothing much to do. Stay at home and slack.