Fuck my life yet again.

Why does it ALWAYS fucking happen to me?

Both parties wouldnt make my life any easier.

At this rate im going to have a mental breakdown,

Any fucking time soon.

Havent had those long for almost an hour talks. In a long long time.

Had ramen yesterday and a crazy amount of guo tie.

Played around with dear otw to far east.

Havent smiled and felt so tired in a long long time.

=)

I want to try porcini fettucine.

I dont want to be here anymore.

I beg of you,









take me away.

"Why can't you be like other people's kids?"

You want me to smoke? Drink? Take drugs?

"One day, you're going to get TB at the rate you're going, sleeping so late."

1 is late? Sometimes, I really want to show you how much worse I can get.

"You didnt use to be like that you know, why now you so rebellious?"

Sometimes, i really wanna take drugs, drink or smoke, Just to show you,

How much worse can i get.

I cant take it.

I dont like it, I said it out.

And so?

What was the point of that?

Night of the living dead

Kiseki is <3

Finally remembered why its such an awesome song.

I wish it doesnt hurt so bad

I will always remember you guys man.

Awesome idiocy and just being completely RANDOM.

I go my kitchen and cry!

Ahem ahem~

Finally guessed it right huh? So spot on! So xia lan =)

And iz, WRINKLES =D

And to you, I'm sorry, i wish it didnt have to hurt so badly.

As i have said already, it was at the wrong place.

At the wrong time.

A fleeting dream...

As sudden as it has came, it has drifted away.

Whenever I think of you, I'm filled with guilt.

I don't know what to say.

When I gained something...

I lose another.

I guess its called, "You can't have everything."

I know it's only a dream...

I need to wake up

What would be the outcome of this cycle?

No matter what, I don't regret anything.
Except if given a chance, I would choose to never have meet you.
It would be better anyway, for the two of us

i'm sorry

I got the message that you sent,

I know that this is what you meant.

Maybe someday I will see you again,

And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend...

Haha...

Impossible.

Today was confusing

Sent my cousin and uncle off today.

Was sad and happy at the same time. I have my (normal)life back.

Maybe im not that sad cos I know its temporary.

Is it because I know the pain of losing someone permanantly?

Which brings me to that confusing train of thought.

Which is getting me nowhere.

Nya nya nya.

Talking about random stuff at 5am.

Reminds me of old times.

Having those kind of talks with jem,

Also reminds me of 2 years ago.

Haha,

you guys are the best

=)

I miss you

Everything seems so wrong when you're not here.

Although im glad, hey, Its only temporary.

I never ever want to lose you.

Never.

I musn't take your presence for granted.

I love you.

Too much.

Irritated

Getting irritated with every question asked.

Damn fucking tired.

Burn

Just gonna stand there watch me burn.

Its ok because i like the way it hurts.

You're gonna stand there hear me cry,

Its alright because I like the way you lie.

Did nothing much today. I think I'm wasting my saturdays away

Going mad

Today was fun. Except for the fever part.

Eating ice cream, chips at the void deck. Drawing dratini.

Dragonair's-Dragonass? =P

Tormenting amanda with my mad self. =)

So fun. That wasnt mad my dear girl.

That was simply sugar rush.

Im glad you're back. :)

Triggers back memories of going to SOY,

Meeting you at EOY,

Those countless hours on the phone.

Somehow after so long...

Im still addicted to calling you 老大

FML

one of my oldest friends..

"hey, b4 we hook up.... if i ever hear you calling me names like honey bunny, dear, darling or what shit.... prepare to get a durian shell shoved up where the sun dun shine..."

Cant stop laughing.
Talking with her brings back a lot of good memories.

Somehow, you're the one who was with me through it all