When everything is turning against you,
I'll be here.

I promise.

School

WIth eyes struggling to focus, I can hardly see what is written on the white board or whats being shown on the screen.
It does not help thst I sit directly at the back, in a corner by the window. I refuse to move though, I love my seat. Its quiet, I can study at my own pace.

Had a pretty much relaxing day today. Social studies in the morning. Followed by Geography. Oh I hate geog. Followed by recess...then bio.

What happened in school wasnt interesting. What happened after was more interesting. To me only.
Supposed to go to the dentist but had to hand up some form first. Tomorrow then.
We had lunch at the primary school with philida(Dont know how to spell) and her friend. Guided her a little on oral, picture discussion.

Soon, they left. Jean and I started talking about random stuff.
"So the sponge in pieces..." That line was the funniest.

Sat a 62 home. Started reading salem falls. Nice and GREAT book.
Hmm...mum cut her hair. Ok lar, not bad.

Set ge to afk....went to shower....
Now I want to sleep. Maybe I'll continue reading.
....

Later.

I hate the fact that its hurting you.
I hate the fact that I hate it.
However, you love 'it' and its hurting you.

How am I suppose to love it cos its hurting you and how am I suppose to hate it cos you love it?

You make me hate you even more then anything.

Im glad everything turned out fine in the end,
=)
Thanks for coming over on sat dear,
it was nice seeing you.

Thanks jere for sango-ing with me.
YES, I got my second sr.
Addicted to that feeling.

Should I go to school tomorrow?

Eyes are hurting everytime I wake up in the morning.
Im dreading to go back to sleep.

...

Im pretty bored at home too.
Maybe I'll go tomorrow.

Grateful

Had a very fun day today! =)
Went for church service with Jean, Melissa, Seph and Jem.
Then went for lunch, Amanda joined in(This is where the fun came in)

In the end, went to just acia cos we couldnt find the cleanee in suntec. Suspected it closed down.
Had ice cream =) With choco powder.

Went to sango. yay! I improved a lot! Can control horse le.
Run into counter 2-3 times in a total of 6 games.

Went to eat with parents after that. Not very fun. But quite nice.

Im grateful for my boyfriend actually. And friends.
I am who I am cos of them.
Love you guys.

Been talking about Jung Min these few days. He looks too good in fighter and DeJa Vu.
He doesnt look so good in Love ya. But hes damn hot. Hell to those who says he went for plastic surgery and those who says hes gay. (Feng's comments are exceptional. =)

Feeling very confused these few days, its even worse when theres no GE to keep my mind off things.

I cant do anything in my current state.

Im sorry im not smart,
Im sorry I dont look good,
Im sorry I cant do anything for you.
Im sorry I cant give you anything.

I only have my heart to offer.
And my ears if you need to rant.
And anything that I can give.

Im sorry im not anything more that you want/need.

Mood swings

I feel myself blowing up.
At every single little thing.

I dont want anyone to take my place

Just don't give up I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in I won't let you down
It messed me up need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around

Please?

Not true

I hope that things can take another path.
Please dont let it be a month...

I.Don't.Care

Didnt I say I wouldnt bother? Crap.
I said I didnt need you, doesnt mean we cant be friends. This is the last time I'm gonna try.

If you think I have a motive, be my fucking guest.
You dont even need to accept my friend request.

One day, you're gonna stop and realised that you're pushing everyone away from you. One by one.

JUNG MIN

Ahh, hes damn cute. :D

Taiga: *puke blooehgrsh*

Life sucks,

What the fuck is your problem? Seriously.
Everything you are creating trouble about links nothing to the stupid phone.

Ah whatever.
I agree with mum why no one is ever close to you. I want the peace in my house now to last.

Ahhh, so peaceful...

心痛

哄得我泪眼迷蒙
做些事情让我被感动
望着你突然一阵心痛
一次又一次任那感情放纵
你的脆弱让我走不开
你的依赖所以我存在
想着你还是想到心痛
期待我做的将来你都会懂
有一天真如果有一天
但愿我还在你记忆中

Power trip

Why cant it be the visualizer instead of the air con that wasnt working?
Fine, the fan should work at least. T_T
Not that i didnt want to hear what was being went through, I couldn't even concentrate in that stuffy hall. Especially when more carbon dioxide was being let out.

Drifted off uncomfortably. Heard footsteps around the hall, people trying to fix it. The fans turn on and when they tried to turn on the lights. Poof, the fans went.

Finally around 10 o'clock, the fans AND lights came on. Which means the air con should be working. But they only switched on air con around 1.
I was sweating like a pig by then.

At least I passed my languages...
At least.
And somehow, I'm sure I can think of greater inventions then the macs.
But at the moment, I can think of nothing else. Macs ftw

I can never be where you are.

Finally got one unknown ore after 3 or 4 days...(claire's quest)
My first...I dont want to think about the second.

Denon C452, I'm happy.

Tomorrow Chinese intensive...

...

Save me...