When everything is turning against you,
I'll be here.

I promise.

School

WIth eyes struggling to focus, I can hardly see what is written on the white board or whats being shown on the screen.
It does not help thst I sit directly at the back, in a corner by the window. I refuse to move though, I love my seat. Its quiet, I can study at my own pace.

Had a pretty much relaxing day today. Social studies in the morning. Followed by Geography. Oh I hate geog. Followed by recess...then bio.

What happened in school wasnt interesting. What happened after was more interesting. To me only.
Supposed to go to the dentist but had to hand up some form first. Tomorrow then.
We had lunch at the primary school with philida(Dont know how to spell) and her friend. Guided her a little on oral, picture discussion.

Soon, they left. Jean and I started talking about random stuff.
"So the sponge in pieces..." That line was the funniest.

Sat a 62 home. Started reading salem falls. Nice and GREAT book.
Hmm...mum cut her hair. Ok lar, not bad.

Set ge to afk....went to shower....
Now I want to sleep. Maybe I'll continue reading.
....

Later.

I hate the fact that its hurting you.
I hate the fact that I hate it.
However, you love 'it' and its hurting you.

How am I suppose to love it cos its hurting you and how am I suppose to hate it cos you love it?

You make me hate you even more then anything.

Im glad everything turned out fine in the end,
=)
Thanks for coming over on sat dear,
it was nice seeing you.

Thanks jere for sango-ing with me.
YES, I got my second sr.
Addicted to that feeling.

Should I go to school tomorrow?

Eyes are hurting everytime I wake up in the morning.
Im dreading to go back to sleep.

...

Im pretty bored at home too.
Maybe I'll go tomorrow.

Grateful

Had a very fun day today! =)
Went for church service with Jean, Melissa, Seph and Jem.
Then went for lunch, Amanda joined in(This is where the fun came in)

In the end, went to just acia cos we couldnt find the cleanee in suntec. Suspected it closed down.
Had ice cream =) With choco powder.

Went to sango. yay! I improved a lot! Can control horse le.
Run into counter 2-3 times in a total of 6 games.

Went to eat with parents after that. Not very fun. But quite nice.

Im grateful for my boyfriend actually. And friends.
I am who I am cos of them.
Love you guys.

Been talking about Jung Min these few days. He looks too good in fighter and DeJa Vu.
He doesnt look so good in Love ya. But hes damn hot. Hell to those who says he went for plastic surgery and those who says hes gay. (Feng's comments are exceptional. =)

Feeling very confused these few days, its even worse when theres no GE to keep my mind off things.

I cant do anything in my current state.

Im sorry im not smart,
Im sorry I dont look good,
Im sorry I cant do anything for you.
Im sorry I cant give you anything.

I only have my heart to offer.
And my ears if you need to rant.
And anything that I can give.

Im sorry im not anything more that you want/need.

Mood swings

I feel myself blowing up.
At every single little thing.

I dont want anyone to take my place

Just don't give up I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in I won't let you down
It messed me up need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around

Please?