I tried to breathe,

I could no longer locate my lungs.

I could not control my body anymore.

If the bill is terminated, I will pay and will not get you blacklisted.

But,

If our relationship ends like that, no amounts of money is going to bring you back..

Please don't leave.

Its been so long, I still want to keep going.

OMGG. Dear, stop sleeping. Wake wake wake up and talk to me. :D

So tired after school today. But still got to study later.,

Im gonna be missing from the world.

See you on 13 oct. :D

"If I give you an F1 ticket, will you accept it?"

"No. If you give me a ticket to go to the backstage to see the cars, then yeah."
"Thats true, if someone gives me an F1 ticket, I'll sell it."

"Thats right." And he smiled that damn cute smile.

Today was funnn. Went to his house and then he did some songs, after that trained down to city hall to Jaben.

Sent in his earpiece, then went to funan eat fries with mayo...

Then went home.

He smiled so much today! Its so addictive~

Productivity

I did a math paper in school today. And still enjoyed myself.

Had lunch, going to shower and studyyy!

Just press on, one more month!

I'm touched

Omg, I scolded dear for staying up late when he was researching for me. Sorry dear. TT

Yesterday, got caught in the rain while going to dear's house. Clothes all soaked to the max.

He made me take a shower and I wore his clothes, Super over-sized. Especially the shirt, I looked like some..hip hop person. Haha,

Went down to suntec at about 3 plus. My earpiece officially broke down, *grieving for my earpiece*

Went to games convention. Fun.

Then walked to plaza and ate just acia. Haha, Then no lifed at the arcade. After I get my earpiece, I promise myself I will study. :D

Can't wait for dear to wake up.

<3

Err, someone told me to post my pics.

So here goes, sorry dar. Dont kill me XD

What if?

Last night, I couldn't sleep, sms-ed dar.

"Well, good night. If I cant sleep by 12, Im gonna jump out of my window."

I guess this is the price to pay for eating too much sweets. :D

Heading down to dar's house in another 2 hours(seems so long TT)

I just gaved in to temptation.

AND OH OH OH, I was damn productive yesterday.

Yay, so happy and proud of myself. :D

Will study later in the night.

Anyone got any plans for tomorrow?

futari de zutto odoru yakusoku
fukuramu mune ga uso ni suru
amairo no kami　kagami utsushite
junban tagai ni suite iku

onaji beddo yurareteta
futari fureau　te to te musundeta ito

mishiranu kao utsuru
sasayaku koe hikuku
nigiru HANMAA tataki tsukeru no
tobichire GARASUTO

futari de tsunda shiro
tsumi kisaikou kusushite
kishimu hone　kishi to hime he to
kane ga tsugeru ENDO

yugamu kagami　te to te awase　zureru yubi no nagasa

kore kara chigau beddo de neru no?
kimi ga tsubuyaku [oyasumi]
doa no bumawashi tobira wo akeru
oto ni hane okitsukamu suso he

nobita yubi ni kuchidukete
hashiru shoudou　sebone nukete iku setsuna

akari ha kesanai de
hitori de neru yoru ha
mada iya to sakenda migi te de
butsukeru no makura

[obake ga kowai] nante kodomo dane boku no hime
nureta hitomi　chigau kotoba
iitage ni　mitsumeru

papa to mama no shiranai jikan ha
owaru no kana?　tooi yume
usui taoru koshi todoku netsu ga
kowasu boku no tomegane

koe wo oshi koroshite
tobira ha kagishimete
mitsumeau hitomi to hitomi ga
kotae wo sagasu

osanai iiwake wo akari goto keshite iku
sono kami wo sukue nai nara
boku ha uso mo tsuku yo

toki wo tomete ima ha
futari de dakiatte
kizamu kodou hitotsu hitotsu wo
SHINKURO sasetai

toketeku atsui iki
dakitometa nukumori ni
kore ijou ha ugokenai yo
maru de kimi no NAITO

Im thankful that you're still here

Horrible afternoon, it was hell, I swear.

Im sorry dar,

____

Wanted to go to school today but my body is saying no, had a headache and fell back asleep. Woke up around 8 plus. Oh wells. Uh..

I want to get dar a tripod NOW, but my wallet is saying no. Not yet anyway.

Alrights, breakfast and then study.

Yuki shall be a very productive girl today.

I love you, cant wait for sat!

Im missing you until it hurts

My head hurts,

My heart hurts even more.

IM fustrated, I don't know what to do for you anymore.

Had a okayy day in school.
tiring though.

The teachers already gave us homework.
This is new in NA,

...

Better go start on it.

(Dar, sorry for calling you so many times.
Dont angry horr)

JP, Issac, Feng, Jere, sango and daytona

In the end, didnt go to IT fair, went jp instead.

Sango-ed one round and lost,
AND I LOSE. =)

Tore up the card, no use anyway.
Jere kenna sr wang yi, grats man. Shared card protecters card price with him.

Then played daytona with jere's brother, feng, jere and issac. I got 2nd!
Though its cos they were playing burnout style, =.= dar got first! XD
I think jere's brother got 3rd.

Then mrt home.

Went for breakfast just now.
Talked about new house and all, yay. Mum agrees to $1500 for new comp.
Its already 6, dear, wake up lehhs. :(

Was very unproductive today. :D

Will be tomorrow

Plan for today

Shower!
Bus down to dar's house
Kick him out of bed
Get him to shower(I wonder how Im gonna manage this ALONE)
Train-ed down to suntec
IT fair
Try not to let dar buy anything(I think I can manage this with mao's help)
WereCat says:
i will pounce on him
every time
WereCat says:
he so much for
reaches for his wallet
=P
MAO FTW!

And then sango,
THANKS JERE AGAIN FOR LU MENG ADVISOR!
<3

<3

I will not forget what dar told me today. :D

And by the way, I don't have your number anymore cos I think its not worth keeping, if you think the same way and has deleted my number, good for you. :)

Holidays going to over soon. Very soon, have to hit the books.

Thanks feng for selling me your speakers. And sound card, come over soon and fix it up. :D

Tomorrow meeting jere and others(hopefully?), and no more working ler, means no bunking at Ichak's house :(

I guess I should get back to playing Zelda, I want to complete it. :D

Later,
Yuki

I hope you still love me

Mou ikiba ga nai wa kono koi no netsuryou

Haiiro no kumo monokuro no kensou
Hizashi wa kageri

Yuugure wa iro o kaete iku

Aa sekai ga nijinde
Sore de mo suki de irareru ka nante

Wakatteru kedo dou sureba ii no
Dou shitara dou sureba

Baka da na watashi…

Hajimeru no yo kore wa sensou
Ureshisou na kimi o miru nante
Setsunaru koi sore wa tsumi
Misete ageru watashi no omoi o

Sakende mita megahon wa kowareteta no

Dore dake senobishitatte
Kimi no shikai ni hairanai

Aa itsu no ma ni ka hareta sora
Zenzen niawanai

Kimochi ga osaerarenakute
Doushitara dou sureba

Naite nanka nain da kara ne
Daisuki

Tatakau no yo haato o ute
Shudan nante eranderarenai
Sukaato hirari misetsukeru no yo
Kimi no shisen ubatte miseru no

Geigeki youi
Senkyou wa ima da furi na no desu

Koi wa moumoku
Kimi no kuchizuke de me ga sameru no!

_____

On a side note, I think gravitation is the sweetest yaoi I ever watched.
Yuki Eiri <3 And Sakuma Ryuichi!
I think I can faint