Thanks dar, for accompanying me down to the chalet.

Its technically sunday now...cant wait for later.
And must start studying on mon! Must must must.

On friday, dar damnn cute. We were at yishun before dinner. Then we were strolling in popular.
So I stopped to see what TYS I don't have. And he started to pull me away. He said, this 4 days are for me to take a break. No seeing those. =)!
So sweet, had a nice dinner and afterwards went to play TC2 at new arcade. My fking gun was screwed. Shoot 3 times not responding. Got so pissed.
852-ed and 45-ed home.

Today, well, yesterday, I woke up at an unholy time, 7.30 am.
Went to dear's house, then down to chalet at pasir ris. They all went uber high, =X
58-ed and walked home. =)

Today, cant wait! Sure to have lots of fun, before I start studying again.
N levels, are less then 2 weeks

Sian-ed

Went to watch where got ghost yesterday with feng and amos.
Not bad.
After the movie, amos was like, "Where are we going to eat?"
My reply, "Where else?" Where else besides the epic win jap food at s-11? :P
Went to play TC4 awhile, before heading home.

Finally, a normal nice outing, besides slacking our asses off at feng's place. XD

Next sun, whos up for a L4D session?

Lay in bed yesterday after choir foa.

I really know now, how small and useless I really am in school, outside school..

I never really tried, I never really am.

Nothing scared me more

Watching the fireworks was the best with you by my side.

Fever,

I did the most stupid thing yesterday. :D

I had fever, I did not see the doctor. Thats 1.
And I still went to my friend's birthday party. Thats 2.
And I went home late at night.

But the party was still great. Even though I was sleeping half of the time. TT
I met...I met..I can't remember all of them.

:D

Thanks everyone, especially ice.

I'll close my eyes. And count to 20.
When I open them, I'll be back to last time.
When I first met you.

There'll be no depression,
No family problems.
Maybe money problems once in a while.
All my scars will magically disappear.

I'll just be a normal girl studying to pass my prelims and N levels.
with a very good boyfriend whos helping her.

Starting....



NOW

I knew it would come to this.
I knew it.

I'm sorry.

Chem is easy :)

Chem is love.
I know I can get the hang of it and I know I did.

Now its just SS, and I should start on bio soon.
I can do it, Yuki, gambatte!

Going out this weekend, so lets study so that i can enjoy myself without guilt.
:D

I love you ice, love you love you love you. <3

I LOVE STUDYING.

And so that makes me a freak! :D

Can't believe I actually understand plate tectonics, and made notes for POA. And did chem tys and tried to understand it during break.

Can't believe I actually can help explain things to friends during maths.

Its a whole new me! Poly, here I come! <3

Hmm..for a change, dear called me after I finish school, my mood rocketed from good to super good.

Good enough to make me study after I finish this blog post.

Right, im almost done. Just waiting for his call.

Waiting...waiting...

Im fine im fine im fine.

Yeah right.

Did wan feng's post have anything to do with what happened the past 2 days?

...

Im sorry. I really am. I didn't mean to snap on purpose.

Maybe we should stop talking so much, I need to concentrate on N levels.

On thurs and fri, did I really realise how alone I was and still am. I got friends all around but even in a crowd, I still feel lonely. Even with my impossibly good boyfriend, im still lonely. Im impossibly idiotic. Maybe thats why he said he hates girls. Im so sorry.

I cant believe i practically mapled my time away. But still studying at the same time.

I need to study more.

Zoe zoe zoe, STUDY, my god.

I need an anti stress kit.

Someone give me one?